Grace

Grace is the most beautiful when she is asleep and when she is smiling. I love her eyes and her smile. She can be so loving. Her favorite thing to tell me these days is "I'm mommy's baby" as I have told her that she was the last of all the children to be born and she is my special baby. My baby will be 3 years old on May 12th....time is going by too fast.

Easter 2011

Today was a celebration at our house. Celebrating the resurrection of our Lord Jesus and also celebrating a reunion of sisters . My sister Kim and her children came to spend the afternoon with us. It has been many years since Kim and I have had fun spending time with each other....too many years of conflict and fighting between us. Today was a special day of family fun and enjoying our time together.

Remembering the Baby Days

Just thinking today at how Ben and Grace are almost 3 years old and how far behind I am in posting pictures of them. We just returned from a week at the beach in Florida and I am still doing laundry and putting away clothes. They are no longer afraid of the ocean and think it is so much fun to run into the water and then let the waves chase them back. Ben was so excited by the waves that he would just scream in delight. Fortunately, the people closest to us on the beach also had children and weren't freaked out by his screaming...guess they knew it was happy screaming.

Spring Time

Memories

Someone asked me today how old Ben and Grace are now. I realized that May12th they will be 3 years old. That time seems to have gone by in the blink of an eye. The weeks and months go by so fast. I remember the first night Ben and Grace got to be in the hospital room with me. Ben had been with me once I was able to come off of the medication for preeclampsia, but Grace had to spend three days in the NICU. Both babies had to spend time under the "bili" lights and when they were lying side by side they looked identical. That night Mark and I both would get them mixed up until we had to change a diaper and then would realize who was who. We had to keep a record of how often they ate, how many wet and dirty diapers they had to see if they were ready to go home with us. They had both lost a signifigant amount of weight and were under 5 pounds each. That was a stressful night for us as we felt that did we not succeed in keeping their weight from dropping, we would not be taking our babies home with us. The nurses in the NICU were having a really hard time getting Grace to drink the special premie formula. I was so happy once she was out of the NICU and could have the opportunity to feed her myself. This mother did not want to leave her babies at the hospital and go home without them. As they slept next to each other under what looked like a baby tanning bed, they just looked so content to be with each other again. They did get to go home with us the next day.

Baby Days

Thinking back to the first few months with twins, I remember very little. Mark and I were more sleep deprived than we had ever been. Fortunately, we have pictures from those days.

It was like being new parents all over again for us. It had been almost 6 years since we had had a baby in the house. We found that parenting two newborns took doing things differently than with parenting one at a time. There was a definite learning curve for us. What do you do when both are crying at the same time and there is only one of you to take care of them? We've been learning as we go along and we are better parents now.... not perfect.... just a little more seasoned and we are grateful for that.

It's Gadget Boy

Today, I'm posting about the way I woke up this morning. I'm jumping in time from the day of Ben and Grace's birth to today just because I want to share the joyful way my day started. I was in the shower and I hear a knock on the door. I ask who it is. No answer. Then the light over the shower goes out. Then it's back on. Next the exhaust fan starts. I know who it is. It's Ben, otherwise known as Gadget Boy. He loves switches, gears, tools and anything in the gadget category. So I open the shower curtain to see his sweet, smiling face. No, I don't keep a camera in the shower so I will share of recent photo that shows his sweet smile and the joy and lovethat he shares with all of us.